issue: feeding baby through bottle

since i am exclusive breastfeeding my son.. (only breast milk since he was born)
its breaking my heart seeing other mothers giving their babies formula milk..
especially during their confinement days..
but..i know its their decision and i have no right to say anything..

nevertheless..if you decided so..then its your choice..
what i am about to write..is what i witness with my two own eyes..
we (our little family-me, hubby and our son) pay a visit to his friend..
its their second baby..

when i enter the house i can see the baby cot located in the hall..
i guess mother spend more time in the hall especially  being a housewife..
you know its easier :near to the kitchen, then lari2 angkat baju when its raining yadda yadda..
being the minah kepochi ..i ask the hubby wheres the baby?since his wife is upstairs changing her baju..
then the hubby said ..baby ade dekat cot..
then i walk to the baby cot..its like a few langkah je..

i was so suprise seeing the baby drinking milk thru bottle without any supervision..
part paling sedey and touching when they only sendal dgn napkin so that the bottle remain still..
and the baby minum la susu sendiri..baby tu baru 40 hari++..
that time rase nak menangis..kalo baby ni tersedak susu..
ya allah betapa azab nye die nak struggle untuk bernafas..

KEBETULAN ALLAH nak tunjuk..while i was looking at her..sambil my mind was somewhere else..
muka baby tu bertukar biru....
time tu aku memang terkejut..berdebar2..masyaALLAH ape ada dlm fikiran jadi betol2..
and i know that the baby was having breathing problem..
cepat2 aku angkat dan tepuk2 belakang baby..
alhamdulillah..ok balik..time tu aku pulak mcm terasa sesak dada..
sbb kesian dgn baby tu bercampur rase marah bercampur kalau la anak aku org buat mcm ni bercampur dgn mcm2 feelings..

guess what i didnt tell the mother..sebab takut memandai2..baru dtg rumah nak tunjuk itu ini..
plus i am still in shocking mode!
but on the way back home inside our car..i told hubby what happen..then my hubby senyap je..
sbb die pon rase terkejut i told him baby minum susu sendal ngn napkin je without any supervision..
then his face turn blue..

Dear mommies..anak tu kan amanah ALLAH..
biar la muka serabai..baju tak cantik rumah bersepah..
asal kan anak tu kite jaga dengan baik..
once you're done with your kid..then go on with house chores..

*i am so emotional when it comes about children.. owh my little sunshine aariz..umi missed u so much..sob sob