its a sad day for me

yesterday i received a phone call from my mama..
3 weeks back my mama, aariz, my niece alya and i went to mawar hospital in seremban..
we went there to pay a visit to aunty gayah..
we knew her quite sometimes..
she was a very nice lady..strong lady to me..
shes 70+ old..
still driving..looks gorgeous for her age..always look nice to me as she was a career lady before..
always sees her with make up and lipsticks..looks always elegent to me..
we went to see her because she was admitted for having ovarian cancer and latest her cancer already metastasis..
spreading to her lungs

she was diagnosed for ovarian cancer 4-5 years back..
doctor said she only have 2 years to live..
but with her spirit against cancer.. she was declared cancer free..
she's active in baking..cooking ..and plus rumah die sangat la bersih..

recently, her cancer re-occured..
the cancerous cells already invaded her kidney, liver and lower part of her lungs..
when my family and i visited her 3 weeks back..
she was so thin..i almost cried seeing her like that..
at that time she was under medication..
the morphine they gave her is not for curing..
its just to make her comfortable..
everytime they injected morphine through her IV she instantly vomit..
masyaALLAH..she was a strong lady..

after awhile there we decided to go home..
but it was raining heavily..
really heavily..as like the nature knows it will be a sad day for all of us..

latest news..my mama told me aunty gayah passed away yesterday about maghrib..
and just now i called mama..people were about to prepare her for kafan..
i do not have any picture of her..
but i will always remember her in my heart..
she always ask for me whenever my mama sees her..
i still remembered met her in a restaurant in seremben..
everybody was eating..but i was holding aariz..
my hubby was away to work..
aunty gayah came to me and held aariz..
she told me to eat..
she took aariz and play with him..

i still have the coffee jug she gave me on my wedding and i still use it till today..
i even hold the jug this morning..as a way to remember her..
al fatihah aunty gayah..you will always be missed:)

tears~