Friday, 6 November 2009

RISAU

Yesterday, finally lepas a few weeks apart i manage to chat with my dear hubby..
Tetiap hari he will call me..maybe once, twice or even thrice a day..depends on his work..
Kalo free then he'll call me more often..but usually once a day..
I don't mind about the frequency of his call..as long as i know he's safe then I am allright..

Our chat yesterday..mainly about his concerned towards me leaving alone in the house while 8 months preggy (due next month)..
But i reassured him that i will be allright..not to worry.. i can manage myself..
Even my mak mertua also risau..she kept asking me am I alright leaving alone in the house whenever i called her..

Yeah I am pretty sure..InsyaALLAH i will be allright till hubby gets back..
Usually i will stay with my parents everyweekends but they both when for haji..

Now, i started to feel the hardening of my tummy (Brixton Hick's contraction) which is often happen in the 3rd trimester..I also experience tummy ache which happen somewhere in pelvic area..but only for awhile..then its all ok

and nowdays, leg cramp..when ever i wake up..if the luck is not on myside..it will happen to me..but I know how to get rid of it instantly..so far I am OK..

What ever complications i have.. I always bear in my head..that its all a test for me..to see how strong I am..

I pray hard to him..the safety of me, my unborn baby, my hubby n those around me..

Owh btw, I hate when people said..uiii..bahaya nye stay sensorang..FYI, i have been stayed alone almost a year..I f u think its hard and all the obstacles..Then it will be hard..

So have a happy life..cant wait for my hubby's arrival, to cuddle n kiss my baby next month, the safety of my parents in Mekah..so do my in law..

Have fun in what ever you do!!

2 comments:

*gorjesmum* said...

owh babe..i know u're a strong woman...i know exactly how u feel...i know people just dont understand what we're facing,but BIG but...somehow somewhere we still have the strenght to face it no matter how hard it is..

u go girl!

Erma Azman said...

yes, you're right..we just go along with the flow..not borthered about others..hehehe..i kno we're in the same shoes..we're still here till today!!hehehe..thanks gorjes:p

-xoxo